Bro they're so damn underrated frr, like this mv has got to be one of the best kpop mv's out there, like no one is randomly lipsyncing or dancing and it's just full of acting that gives the viewer goosebumps and we can actually feel the song more and it's meaning, they deserve more attention frr
the thing i love the most about this mv is it's pure and raw. they're really trying to convey a message and while doing this, they're not trying to distract us with dance breaks or visual cuts. this is a masterpiece.
It’s a hard and sensitive topic to talk about but CIX decided to go against the current summer concept trend and discuss this. It needs guts to do so. They deserve to be recognized so much for doing this
CIX has the saddest lore in kpop and it's actually quite traumatizing, but these kids are acting their asses off! Like the pain, the emotion, the anger, all feelings are being conveyed. It's just incredible. The song is amazing, as usual. I really love my boys.
No one's really doing these kinds of concepts that relates to struggles in real life so I commend CIX so much for continuing the Numb arc with this comeback 💖💖💖
I've heard the name of this group before and as I was listening to a few ateez and BTS songs I saw the song and decided to listen to it. This song left me in tears. I could say this is a masterpiece. The story, the emotion. THey did really great. RESPECT TO THEM.
I’m sobbing. I’ve been a FIX since CIX debut. I’m really glad to see lots of people or more and more people are saying that CIX is the (MOST) underrated group. Besides I saw five members are becoming better and better after their debut. I know it’s hard for you (CIX) but thank you so much for creating such good music. Please keep in mind that all of us (FIX) will also be there for you and stand by you. So please keep going forward, we believe in you and always will.💙❤
i hope this song makes cix blow up. the message on this video and in this song is so important. people will praise other widely known K-pop groups for not even giving important message, but just for every single thing they do but act like they give an important message. cix deserve to be praise for tackling such real important message. stream this song and post it on your socials to get more people to listen this song and watch this video. let’s give cix what they deserve. 😊
criminally underrated. to have such a moving, beautifully sad concept condensed in to four minutes and still have it hold so much value and make it move people, that’s rare.
I’m so happy reading comments like it’s their first time hearing and seeing CIX. Queen Save Me,Kill Me you did your purpose. CIX is getting known outside of FIX town. To everyone who’s new and just discovered CIX, I assure you you won’t regret exploring their music and art. Even their bsides are top tier. STAN CIX.
I'm just a casual listener of CIX and I just knew they're having a comeback from a relative who is a fan of them. And god,, I can't believe this song made me cry. Especially the second half of the song, the chorus was so soulful and beautiful. Everything about this just speaks something to me, I feel heard and somehow comforted? idk.. I hope CIX have a bright future along with their fans. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for the beautiful song.
Siempre me la pasaba escuchando solo el audio, pero el día de hoy tengo la oportunidad de verlo atentamente y puedo decir que el video casi me hace llorar juntamente con la canción ya que el tópico es algo que pasa en la vida de muchas personas lamentablemente:'( . Y Me generó tantos sentimientos que no había sentido con ningún otro vídeo musical ❤❤, amen y apoyen a CIX, es la mejor decisión de tu vida!
i dont know why but this song is really making me cry every fucking time i listen it, why the fuck would it be so similar to my life? i just feel to connected, my heart just aches when i listen it, it feels too real, this would be the best song i would have listen, no matter how hard i try, i just can't get over it, it stays with me. LOVE CIX. plzz lets stream the song, i beg u all, it needs recognition, its more than a masterpiece, plzz FIX, let's do it, we can do it.
I feel the same with rverything ive been through with my own familiar being my school bullies back then, they destroyed my confidence, plus the mental abuse ive faced in relationships and more even time i heard this song it hits me in the feels because i went through it and also ended it all. 😢
The MV is really good. It looks like a real movie. CIX members are really so good with the acting and the MV director is so good and the lighting is so pretty. Save Me Kill Me is such a beautiful sad song which CIX expresses so well in the vocal so all together made this MV so special and the message in this made it so powerful and impactful CIX is such a perfect group and I also wanna thanks C9 for quality works
I haven't listened to CIX since Movie star, but this music video and song is so touching. It's so raw and real, and with many of our angels who have gone to heaven, this song can touch all kpop fans. This song might be graphic and painful, but it still wraps you in a delicate blanket that says "I understand". I hope this song can reach many, and I hope CIX gets the recognition they deserve. Jonghyun, Moonbin, Sulli, Goo Hara, Lee Jihan, all of those who left us or were taken away to become stars, and all of those who are still suffering in silence, I hope this song can reach them in a meaningful way. I hope fans can find comfort in these songs, for their lives as fans and for their personal lives too
@leni i know, that's not what I'm saying. Lee Jihan died in the Itaewon crowd crush and I listed him as well. This MV isn't just about suicide, it touches on grief as a whole, and says to those grieving it will be alright.
This has been their storyline for a few years now, some of these scenes in this mv are from concept films they had a while ago. They have a truly amazing and underrated storyline. The message that they have is so amazing and I wish more people knew about it.
Really good concept. Im glad kpop artists are coming forward more and more about these types of issues. BTS opened up about such topics as suicide, losing a loved one, wishing you could go back and save them, Felix from SKZ touched on depression and feeling numb, shinee also did their fair share in so many songs and there are others. I just really love that more and more artists are going against the taboo subject of depression and forcing people to look at it. Aside from the subject, the lyrics are beautiful and CIX is so talented. Even their acting was spot on. Good job guys
nice comment! CIX first comeback wasn't actually hugely appreciated (after Movie Star) I guess due to the topic but it is amazing that they're coming back again with this 2019 storyline
the rose did the same with shes in the rain ❤️❤️ i just thought id mention this since theyre really underrated and i recently found that song and i feel like its so meaningful, not trying to take the spotlight away from any of the other groups since i love all of them as well ❤️
CIX You are brave, outstanding & amazing for having Save Me Kill Me comeback which talks about real issues we're facing in modern society. Yes it's harsh but it is needed to be brought up so that maybe we can stop ourselves from the thought or perhaps can help ones who are facing this alone to know that there's someone out there who love and care about them. Although it's painful but it's neceessary to address the corequences that may have on our love ones who we leave behind if we decide to end ourselves. the songs, acting, performances, facial expression & vocal, delivery everything is so perfect. thank you for your hardwork and for giving us this superb music. You truely deserve all the recognition and praises from everyone really thank you CIX ilysm
This is my introduction to this group, and I am HOOKED. I loved everything about this song and video. I can't wait to dive deeper into their lore and music
This song resonates "What doesn't kill you makes you broken instead." Such an emotional, bittersweet song I've heard once in a long while. No glamour, no grande sets, no edgy storylines, just pure music with a good meaning. This is a breathe of fresh air. 💗 Thank you CIX! You're great for this.
No but frrrrr! This song AMAZING! It's actually better than all kpop group songs released this year. This is MUSIC. They come from a small label and emphasize quality. I feel like big labels today put all their budget into making expensive MV instead of making good music..
@Sunny girl ☀️💕 Right?? Like, I get it there's several ways to show creativity. There's no problem on spending big for mv production and wracking minds for awesome stories but I do think simplicity (realistic scenarios like this) are way more remarkable. Maybe I was just missing the old times when audio matters than mv's. Lyrical and technical/sound wise, this is better. It doesn't mean the video was done average, cinematography's great and spot on!
I think this song is beautiful, I mean its June now and most of the more popular groups are making summery and pop songs unlike cix. This album is definitely one for the books talking about mental health and important topics in Korea that many idols don't say much on especially through music. This M/V shows true beauty as well, everything was well put together and makes the lyrics of the song come together with it. I would like to thank the producers, editors, makeup artist, and CIX themselves for making such a masterpiece. * I would also like for every FIX to stream this M/V and their other songs on Spotify, apple music, yt, etc.. And if cix is in any voting of what sort please try your best to participate so that CIX will get more recognition and they will be known better.
This is my first time watching a kpop mv while crying nonstop from the beginning😭 the storyline is so sad😭it is painful to watch but CIX did it so great❤ the song is so meaningful❤ Good job CIX❤
Cix always shine through the kpop industry all their concepts are so unique and the way they portrayed the pain of loosing a friend touched my heart real hard They really know what they are doing I hope more people recognize their awesome music and message
PERFECT SONG, PERFECT MV, PERFECT VOICES, PERFECT CONCEPT, PERFECT STORY, PERFECT ACTING, PERFECT RAP, PERFECT HIGH NOTES, PERFECT VISUALS, PERFECT PRODUCTION, PERFECT WORK CIX, PERFECT WORK The STAFFs And PERFECT ALL 10 Of 10
I was watching fromis 9 and Eunchae interview then I heard this song at the end and it really fit the hand holding and hugs that happened after the interview. Like it really set the tone and I was like "wait what is this song?" so now I'm here. It reminds me of old bts music like "Run" "I Need You" and "Save Me" so now I just really really really like this song. I've never even heard of this group but man I love music like this. Just like ditto by newjeans. The vibe of these type of music is exactly what I listen to outside of kpop so now I'm about to be listening to this everyday too
One day i was watching music show and their performance appeared before my fave. I actually know they made a comeback with Save Me, Kill Me but I always forgot to watch the mv, and here I am now. The story line is actually good, the emotion that they give through their voices really touched me. I don't think I can relate to the lyrics by idk this makes me cry. And in my opinion this song deserves an award, because the whole song, the mv and especially their voices are amazing! I'm gonna support CIX!! Thank you for this song🫶🏻
CIX just got a new fan. I can't explain how much I related to this song although it didn't happen to me. It is such a beautiful song that has such a deep meaning. This group deserves so much more than they have. Thank you CIX
I won't be able to get over this beautiful music video for years to come, this was without doubt their best comeback and era. It's a real work of art. I eternally appreciate them for doing such a great job. It's hard to see a music video like this in K-Pop, the story line, the locations, the actings of the members, everything is genius! Especially the acting of the members is a gem, they should definitely make use of their talent. I love this song so much and every members' voice is just like heaven. Love them. :)
They were supposed to film the MV comeback but they gave us the damn whole drama. It was really good seeing them acting, they’re such an amazing actors. Please do support and listen to CIX, they never disappoints and never had a bad songs hehe
This is the first song of CIX i have heard. I actually found them a few days ago on a youtube video with 2 people trying to guess who they were. And they definitely got me as a fan now. For the first song i hear from this group be this song is something special. I lost a really close friend i knew since i was 2 year old due taking his own life. It hit me personally the words but the video aswell. I may have cried but gosh they have smashed this. It is beautiful, emotional and a really good song that hits deeply.
First kpop music video that made me cry so hard. I really love their concept and everything about this song. This song is very catchy and worth of watching. Fighting !!!
Wow... 3.5 years after the five CIX story films episodes + five epilogues were released, each of their characters' point of views are slowly being shared to us for us to see & understand each one of them. I can't believe this story began pre-debut and we still have a long way to go but even for many years, I will wait for the entirety of this beautiful story to unravel. This album is so painful but it also feels like being saved. CIX, I hope you know you are touching so many hearts and lives. FIX will always be here for the five of you.
@Evaunie Vasquez the story’s about yonghee being bullied in school, it starts with jinyoung’s ‘pov’ with yonghee who took a 96 in a test tried to hurt himself; therefore jinyoung got angry (i think because he cared abt him but showed it in a wrong way) and so he lowkey tells him harshly “is this how you want to d!e?” and angrily goes away. in his epilogue you can see him run away to the rooftop (spoiler) yonghee had jumped and he finds his phone and watch and he cries. then i think there’s yonghe’s pov, he stands on the school’s rooftop crying, he texts a message to his mother saying something that seems like a goodbye message, he then place down the phone and gets up, he stops a few seconds until he jumps. then it connects to seunghun’s pov: he’s a trainee i think or either way he dances and he’s in a studio practicing the song numb, he gets a text from his mother saying that since it’s raining, she was going to pick him up. it goes back to yonghee’s pov where his mother receives his goodbye messages and she tried to call him, seeing that he wasn’t answering she starts the car. seunghun finishes practice and exits the building, there he is a witness of an accident where someone hits a person with their car, there you understand that it was yonghee’s mother who hit seunghun’s mother because he recognize her umbrella, he goes to her and starts crying. in his epilogue he tries to cross the road while it’s raining but it seems like he can’t, probably because he has a trauma (1)
@Evaunie Vasquez the third pov is bx’s, it seems as if he’s in a hideout in school and he’s watching a packet of matches with some numbers written on it. eventually he exists the hideout and sees a scene: there’s some kids in school beating yonghee up, it seems like he wants to intervene but something stops him, probably the fear of being the next victim. so he walks away, but yonghee sees him as he’s being kicked on the floor. in his epilogue we see him burning his school stuffs, probably he’s too ashamed to go to school after hearing that yonghee tried to take his own life, feeling guilty because he didn’t help him.
@Evaunie Vasquez the last pov is hyunsuk’s which is lowkey confusing, he’s sat on a bus stop doing rubik’s cube as he completes it, the bus he’s going to take passes by. his epilogue then starts with him being again sat on the bench of a bus stop, however he doesn’t complete the cube in time and the bus goes away without him. he sighs and checks the next buses screen but it seems as if there wasn’t going to be another one. then he opens a chat which is the one with his dad’s and texts him something, he probably left him. he then gets up and walks away but as he does, an ambulance passes by (it perhaps was the one transporting yonghee). in the epilogue we can also see younghee being transferred on a stretcher, dirty of blood. his heart stops and the doctors try to revive him, the epilogue ends with yonghee’s heart beating again and the script ‘hello, strange place’ on a dark screen.
I can't use words to express how much this song and mv means to me. I've only ever been a casual listener of cix but after watching this I feel so attached to these boys. I love them for doing this so much
some parts of the mv can be triggering because of the senitive topic, but this masterpiece indeed has a deep meaning and symbolism in it. Thank you cix for releasing such meaningful song!! I hope everyone of us who are having a hard time can always have this one reason to see each day as worth living for 🤍
I really don't know much about Cix nor about their music but it is honestly so shocking to see all those emotions packed in a song and a MV. They did so well. The MV really touched me. Save me, Kill me is way too good and being supported with such a powerful MV really makes you think about everything so much deeper and stronger.
They also have story films based on this, Hello Strange Place. To understand this MV better you can check it out. This song also connects to their previous releases Numb. Their discography is based on lores.
I was obsessed with CIX for a while (I go from group to group and song to song) but this came up on my recommend and wow this was beautiful, I love the story and how there was no dance, just pure vocals and rap playing over this cinematic masterpiece. But also I’d love to understand the meaning of this? And this is so underrated, why????
Helloooo! Glad you found cix again 🥺The mv is a continuation of their story films from 2019 (Numb era) Just a heads up that the content might be triggering though. They also recently released the next 5 episodes so you can check them out! :)
Hi! As the other FIX said, this MV continues their very first comeback “The Days of Innocence (Numb)”, which did not receive a big support from people in general, CIX only had a win with their debut (in only 7 days) but never again, I guess people lost interest in them because of Numb… idk. They’re under appreciated fr. Perhaps because Kpop and hallyu are supposed to promote the Korean society instead of criticise it. Anyway I really loved them for speaking up about such topics and I couldn’t believe it when I found out they’d come back with this again! They almost had a win again but I wish they could get their 2nd win after 4 years !
I just found out this group when last night one of their MV popped out on my YT channel. Out of curiosity, i play their MV and end up with me binge their MVs since last night. If i had a chance, I'd love to come to their concert. I think I've become a fan only in one night. Good luck.
I didn't know the group well, but after this mv it totally won my heart! Most Kpop groups always have upbeat and danceable songs, but this mv addresses the reality that many want to mask, bullying and the consequences. Congratulations Cix for doing a PERFECT job, for tackling sensitive topics that many groups or companies ignore! I became a fan, I have no words to describe how moved I was watching this mv, never lose that originality, and whenever possible address relevant topics! Today Kpop cannot just be for dancing and having fun, it needs awareness, music that confronts social problems without fear! Congratulations you were perfect!
Truly this is one that sets CIX apart from other groups. The way they tackle the reality of our society nowadays. I’m glad you found CIX. Their music releases since their debut are all MASTERPIECE.
I can't tell you how many times I've heard this, it's just perfect, and sad at the same time... I felt so bad watching this mv, this is a work of art with sensitive themes. It's surreal, it's beautiful, it's a reality that we should be concerned about and help those who go through it. But in terms of the music and the mv itself, everything is so beautiful, it's incredible how it touches the soul, I don't even have words to describe it... I can't wait for the other perfect songs from cix, as well as all the ones they've already done 🤕 ❤️
This is my favorite song right now and the first song I have ever heard from CIX. Every time I listen I swear I learn something new about this song. It's so good! But I always want to cry while listing to it and scream the lyrics at the top of my lungs lol. This is my sign to start stanning CIX!
recently I saw their movie star mv and looked them up to see who they were. I am crying, this song is so good. I am officially going to stan them. I can’t wait to listen to more music and learn more about them.
Welcome to FIX town... I am a new FIX as well. This MV is connected to their previous release Numb. There are story films based on the MV, "Hello strange place". You should watch them to understand the plot better. It gave me chills
I cannot help but cry to this. This really does hit home for me. I understand every single thing they are trying to say to us. I am so devastated but at the same time, hopeful. The boys, as always, did a great job portraying their own characters. Every aspect is perfect, from the song to the MV and acting, it is amazing. Thank you CIX, for being my light since 2019.
watched their performance on mucore while i was waiting for skz to go on, this song is so amazing and the mv is so heartbreaking but also so touching. think I'm definitely gonna listen to more of their music
From the Title Tracks released from July 23rd, 2019- May 29th, 2023, Save me, Kill me is my best. I don't if it's because it's still new, but the emotions in this song, their vocals and all the parts of the song, I love them all. This song is a 10/10. EXCELLENT QUALITY of music.
Im not a fan i just discovered them this morning thanks to music bank and its the second time im watching this mv and im still crying... its beautiful with their voice but its extremely sad with the mv i think this song convince me to stan them
I’ve recently watched a video about CIX and looked them up to see who they were and wow this group is amazing. this song is so good. Im officially a stan, I can’t wait to listen to more music and learn more about them. ❤❤
welcome to fixtown!!! cix are very easy to love and they have really good songs too! I highly recommend their tracks Rebel, Revival, Cinema, Drown In Luv, Without You, Like It That Way and Switch It up 💖
Primeira vez ouvindo CIX. Me emocionei com música, mesmo sem entender muito bem o MV. Desejo sucesso pro CIX! Um grupo muito talentoso que merece todo sucesso!
everytime i watch the MV i just can't put my head on the song, because the storyline is so good it's making me cry. but actually the song is beautiful, means a lot. thank you CIX
wow this mv is so cinematic it's insane.. i'm sure that people out there can relate to this feeling & concept of the mv; if you're reading this please know that you're loved & that you're not alone. thank you for this masterpiece, cix. :)
@tugi ;-; you can watch their story film and epilogue that were uploaded around 2 years ago i think....? that will explain what's happening in this mv!
CIX will always be that kind of group for me that I can feel all of the sadness I have in my life and I'm loving it. I really am. Keep going my dear CIX.
I’ve been listening to this non stop. The acting the whole story is extremely touching. The story itself is really tough for me, as someone that got bullied at school every day for almost 4 years and because of it I had to deal with depression and anxiety by myself cuz I didn’t wanted to worry my family. All the cries alone, the loud ones but especially the silent ones were so painful. Hoping for someone to come and take my hand, comfort me or anything…but being scared of every person that approached me cuz I thought that they were going to hurt me or make fun of me, so I was scared of taking about it, that at that point I wasn’t surprised that no one was “there for me”. Always feeling guilty because I thought it was my fault if I was being bullied...having the worst thoughts every time, on how it would’ve been much better to not wake up in the morning the next day. For almost 4 years every night I wished for an eternal sleep…a few years ago I talked of everything with a close friend of mine, and for the first time I didn’t get scared or worried to talk about it. Then I decided to talk about it to my mom and professionals as well. They all told me that any of that was my fault and that I didn’t have to be scared of talking about it…at the end It felt good…or I would better say that it felt like I was finally breathing fine, that I was taking a deep breath of fresh air after a long time. It’s really difficult not getting emotional while watching this video…and actually I can’t watch any of their latest contents without heavily crying… Please if you are struggling with depression or any other mental health issues please please tell someone. Please ask for help. Tell your story, your situation and how you are feeling, don’t keep it to yourself. Your life is worth more than anything else, and you should take care of it because if you don’t do it yourself no one is gonna do it for you…
sending hugs for you! you've been doing great and i'm so relieved to know that you managed to overcome the difficult times and striving so far. thank you for not giving up and reaching out for a help! 🖤
i have never listened to CIX before, but i'm a multi-stan always with room for one more, and this MV and beautiful song has drawn me in! i have that feeling, unmistakable, when i find a group that really touches my heart
Been a fan of CIX for quite awhile they always do such great work, I think the mv is able to clearly illustrate the emotional and impactful feeling of this song and does an amazing job as such. ❤🩹
YESSS ONE OF THE BOY GROUPS WITH THE BEST DISCOGRAPHY IS BACKKK
FACT
agree
yesss
That’s so true omfg
AGREE
Bro they're so damn underrated frr, like this mv has got to be one of the best kpop mv's out there, like no one is randomly lipsyncing or dancing and it's just full of acting that gives the viewer goosebumps and we can actually feel the song more and it's meaning, they deserve more attention frr
SIMMM
the thing i love the most about this mv is it's pure and raw. they're really trying to convey a message and while doing this, they're not trying to distract us with dance breaks or visual cuts. this is a masterpiece.
It’s a hard and sensitive topic to talk about but CIX decided to go against the current summer concept trend and discuss this. It needs guts to do so. They deserve to be recognized so much for doing this
CIX has the saddest lore in kpop and it's actually quite traumatizing, but these kids are acting their asses off! Like the pain, the emotion, the anger, all feelings are being conveyed. It's just incredible. The song is amazing, as usual. I really love my boys.
wait...what's the lore ??
@Khushi Negi look at the story chapters they released before "numb", it has a lot of the lor there
Save Me Kill Me deserves to be recognized for addressing hard issues and their musically beauty
No one's really doing these kinds of concepts that relates to struggles in real life so I commend CIX so much for continuing the Numb arc with this comeback 💖💖💖
This is my first time listening CIX MV now there is no going back
welcome to the club
welcome omg ❤❤❤
Why is this masterpiece stuck at 10M views since 3 weeks? It deserve at least 50M or more
5일만에 천만뷰 였는데 그이후에 안올라요 😢😢😢 프리징이 아닌가..2주간 60만밖에 안됐어
@CIX♡FIXце так не справедливо..😢
@CIX♡FIX그러니까요.. 씨아엑 노래 좋은데 (참고로 타팬임)
@CIX♡FIX😭cix deserved more.Fix, fighting!!!
I don't stan this group but bruhhh this song is masterpiece
I've heard the name of this group before and as I was listening to a few ateez and BTS songs I saw the song and decided to listen to it. This song left me in tears. I could say this is a masterpiece. The story, the emotion. THey did really great. RESPECT TO THEM.
I’m sobbing. I’ve been a FIX since CIX debut. I’m really glad to see lots of people or more and more people are saying that CIX is the (MOST) underrated group. Besides I saw five members are becoming better and better after their debut. I know it’s hard for you (CIX) but thank you so much for creating such good music. Please keep in mind that all of us (FIX) will also be there for you and stand by you. So please keep going forward, we believe in you and always will.💙❤
No importa cuantas veces lo vea...es incluso realmente mejor que la primera vez!!! ^_^
i hope this song makes cix blow up.
the message on this video and in this song is so important. people will praise other widely known K-pop groups for not even giving important message, but just for every single thing they do but act like they give an important message.
cix deserve to be praise for tackling such real important message.
stream this song and post it on your socials to get more people to listen this song and watch this video. let’s give cix what they deserve. 😊
criminally underrated. to have such a moving, beautifully sad concept condensed in to four minutes and still have it hold so much value and make it move people, that’s rare.
Best song for the broken souls who wants to be saved
I decided to check out CIX after watching their performance on music shows and I must say that this MV is beautiful. CIX got a new fan today☺️🥹
Welcome to baby FIX❤
welcome!!
I saw a pic of Yonghee and I was sold already
Me too, GOD it's AMAZING
I also found this song first on a music show.
I’m so happy reading comments like it’s their first time hearing and seeing CIX.
Queen Save Me,Kill Me you did your purpose. CIX is getting known outside of FIX town.
To everyone who’s new and just discovered CIX, I assure you you won’t regret exploring their music and art. Even their bsides are top tier.
STAN CIX.
Honestly first song of cix I heard and literally its beautiful
Welcome to the fandom
@JiEun Lee thank you
i first heard movie star a couple years ago and came back to this and it’s just wow, beautifully made
@new yuppp
Welcome I’m also a new fix 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
I'm just a casual listener of CIX and I just knew they're having a comeback from a relative who is a fan of them. And god,, I can't believe this song made me cry. Especially the second half of the song, the chorus was so soulful and beautiful. Everything about this just speaks something to me, I feel heard and somehow comforted? idk.. I hope CIX have a bright future along with their fans. From the bottom of my heart, thank you for the beautiful song.
ty for supporting them
Thank you for coming :D
The second half of the song has me in tears. Sooooo beautiful
same here
Siempre me la pasaba escuchando solo el audio, pero el día de hoy tengo la oportunidad de verlo atentamente y puedo decir que el video casi me hace llorar juntamente con la canción ya que el tópico es algo que pasa en la vida de muchas personas lamentablemente:'( . Y Me generó tantos sentimientos que no había sentido con ningún otro vídeo musical ❤❤, amen y apoyen a CIX, es la mejor decisión de tu vida!
this group deserve a lot of love, this is art, I'm not crying:(
i dont know why but this song is really making me cry every fucking time i listen it, why the fuck would it be so similar to my life? i just feel to connected, my heart just aches when i listen it, it feels too real, this would be the best song i would have listen, no matter how hard i try, i just can't get over it, it stays with me. LOVE CIX. plzz lets stream the song, i beg u all, it needs recognition, its more than a masterpiece, plzz FIX, let's do it, we can do it.
you are right, let's do it together FIX
I feel the same with rverything ive been through with my own familiar being my school bullies back then, they destroyed my confidence, plus the mental abuse ive faced in relationships and more even time i heard this song it hits me in the feels because i went through it and also ended it all. 😢
CIX는 그들의 아름다운 음악과 무대로 사회의 슬프고 잔인한 면을 보여줍니다. 그들은 예쁜 음악으로 깊은 주제를 다룬 것으로 인정받고 칭찬받을 만합니다
The MV is really good. It looks like a real movie. CIX members are really so good with the acting and the MV director is so good and the lighting is so pretty. Save Me Kill Me is such a beautiful sad song which CIX expresses so well in the vocal so all together made this MV so special and the message in this made it so powerful and impactful
CIX is such a perfect group
and I also wanna thanks C9 for quality works
I haven't listened to CIX since Movie star, but this music video and song is so touching. It's so raw and real, and with many of our angels who have gone to heaven, this song can touch all kpop fans. This song might be graphic and painful, but it still wraps you in a delicate blanket that says "I understand". I hope this song can reach many, and I hope CIX gets the recognition they deserve.
Jonghyun, Moonbin, Sulli, Goo Hara, Lee Jihan, all of those who left us or were taken away to become stars, and all of those who are still suffering in silence, I hope this song can reach them in a meaningful way. I hope fans can find comfort in these songs, for their lives as fans and for their personal lives too
Aww
It’s not confirmed that moonbin died because of suicide
@leni i know, that's not what I'm saying. Lee Jihan died in the Itaewon crowd crush and I listed him as well. This MV isn't just about suicide, it touches on grief as a whole, and says to those grieving it will be alright.
This has been their storyline for a few years now, some of these scenes in this mv are from concept films they had a while ago. They have a truly amazing and underrated storyline. The message that they have is so amazing and I wish more people knew about it.
@Sadie studies maybe... this is a clear picture of their music video "Numb"
Really good concept. Im glad kpop artists are coming forward more and more about these types of issues. BTS opened up about such topics as suicide, losing a loved one, wishing you could go back and save them, Felix from SKZ touched on depression and feeling numb, shinee also did their fair share in so many songs and there are others. I just really love that more and more artists are going against the taboo subject of depression and forcing people to look at it. Aside from the subject, the lyrics are beautiful and CIX is so talented. Even their acting was spot on. Good job guys
nice comment! CIX first comeback wasn't actually hugely appreciated (after Movie Star) I guess due to the topic but it is amazing that they're coming back again with this 2019 storyline
the rose did the same with shes in the rain ❤️❤️
i just thought id mention this since theyre really underrated and i recently found that song and i feel like its so meaningful, not trying to take the spotlight away from any of the other groups since i love all of them as well ❤️
@{_lynxz4lxfe_}yessss i love 🤌🤌🤌 the rose
I LOVE THIS SONG UNTIL THE REST OF MY LIFE
CIX
You are brave, outstanding & amazing for having Save Me Kill Me comeback
which talks about real issues we're facing in modern society. Yes it's harsh but it is needed to be brought up so that maybe we can stop ourselves from the thought or perhaps can help ones who are facing this alone to know that there's someone out there who love and care about them.
Although it's painful but it's neceessary to address the corequences that may have on our love ones who we leave behind if we decide to end ourselves.
the songs, acting, performances, facial expression & vocal, delivery everything is so perfect.
thank you for your hardwork and for giving us this superb music. You truely deserve all the recognition and praises from everyone really
thank you CIX
ilysm
This is my introduction to this group, and I am HOOKED. I loved everything about this song and video. I can't wait to dive deeper into their lore and music
Check their story films "Hello Strange Place"... it is related to the storyline
Welcome! They have a beautiful discography
노래 가사만 보면 사랑하는 사람한테 하는 얘기 같았는데 뮤비보니까 학폭이야기였구나
이런 노래는 더욱 떠야 하는데,,, 의미적으로 최고다 노래 넘 좋아요 앞으로 더 흥행하길 cix 화이팅!!!!!!!
This song resonates "What doesn't kill you makes you broken instead." Such an emotional, bittersweet song I've heard once in a long while. No glamour, no grande sets, no edgy storylines, just pure music with a good meaning. This is a breathe of fresh air. 💗 Thank you CIX! You're great for this.
No but frrrrr! This song AMAZING! It's actually better than all kpop group songs released this year. This is MUSIC. They come from a small label and emphasize quality. I feel like big labels today put all their budget into making expensive MV instead of making good music..
@Sunny girl ☀️💕 Right?? Like, I get it there's several ways to show creativity. There's no problem on spending big for mv production and wracking minds for awesome stories but I do think simplicity (realistic scenarios like this) are way more remarkable. Maybe I was just missing the old times when audio matters than mv's. Lyrical and technical/sound wise, this is better. It doesn't mean the video was done average, cinematography's great and spot on!
the mv made me so emotional fr!! they always have the best music and their mvs are so creative i wanna cry
A line of BMTH! but true
@Sophy SAME TT
I think this song is beautiful, I mean its June now and most of the more popular groups are making summery and pop songs unlike cix. This album is definitely one for the books talking about mental health and important topics in Korea that many idols don't say much on especially through music. This M/V shows true beauty as well, everything was well put together and makes the lyrics of the song come together with it. I would like to thank the producers, editors, makeup artist, and CIX themselves for making such a masterpiece.
* I would also like for every FIX to stream this M/V and their other songs on Spotify, apple music, yt, etc.. And if cix is in any voting of what sort please try your best to participate so that CIX will get more recognition and they will be known better.
This is my first time watching a kpop mv while crying nonstop from the beginning😭 the storyline is so sad😭it is painful to watch but CIX did it so great❤ the song is so meaningful❤ Good job CIX❤
Cix always shine through the kpop industry all their concepts are so unique and the way they portrayed the pain of loosing a friend touched my heart real hard
They really know what they are doing
I hope more people recognize their awesome music and message
PERFECT SONG, PERFECT MV, PERFECT VOICES, PERFECT CONCEPT, PERFECT STORY, PERFECT ACTING, PERFECT RAP, PERFECT HIGH NOTES, PERFECT VISUALS, PERFECT PRODUCTION, PERFECT WORK CIX, PERFECT WORK The STAFFs And PERFECT ALL 10 Of 10
This will definitely blowup if they are from big agencies. So good!
The fact that this comeback is their highest first day album sales makes me so proud. C9 please promote them properly this time!🙏
How much did they sell?
@CelebIGLives about 82K in the first day and 13K in the second day,
@Sashi Bae oh woah! This makes me so happy
My songs are way better than this group haha
@WHITE SWAN Official nobody cares lol
I was watching fromis 9 and Eunchae interview then I heard this song at the end and it really fit the hand holding and hugs that happened after the interview. Like it really set the tone and I was like "wait what is this song?" so now I'm here. It reminds me of old bts music like "Run" "I Need You" and "Save Me" so now I just really really really like this song. I've never even heard of this group but man I love music like this. Just like ditto by newjeans. The vibe of these type of music is exactly what I listen to outside of kpop so now I'm about to be listening to this everyday too
is this a new group? how old are they? questions! lol
@SeliZee they debuted in 2019!! and one member used to be in wanna one ❤
@aurora ♡ ohh okay! i like them
Revival,Drawn in love,Stairway to heaven,Back to life,Color,Curtain call are very very goooooood💙
ooh so glad to see new people there
quase 1M de inscritos :)
One day i was watching music show and their performance appeared before my fave. I actually know they made a comeback with Save Me, Kill Me but I always forgot to watch the mv, and here I am now. The story line is actually good, the emotion that they give through their voices really touched me. I don't think I can relate to the lyrics by idk this makes me cry.
And in my opinion this song deserves an award, because the whole song, the mv and especially their voices are amazing! I'm gonna support CIX!! Thank you for this song🫶🏻
I want to thank you
CIX just got a new fan. I can't explain how much I related to this song although it didn't happen to me. It is such a beautiful song that has such a deep meaning. This group deserves so much more than they have. Thank you CIX
I won't be able to get over this beautiful music video for years to come, this was without doubt their best comeback and era. It's a real work of art. I eternally appreciate them for doing such a great job. It's hard to see a music video like this in K-Pop, the story line, the locations, the actings of the members, everything is genius! Especially the acting of the members is a gem, they should definitely make use of their talent. I love this song so much and every members' voice is just like heaven. Love them. :)
Same,this is so pretty
They were supposed to film the MV comeback but they gave us the damn whole drama. It was really good seeing them acting, they’re such an amazing actors. Please do support and listen to CIX, they never disappoints and never had a bad songs hehe
I thought that too. It's not just a mv, it's a whole ass kdrama!
Likely same it gave me drama vibes more than mv but I loved it the guys were great actors❤
what drama
so is this the title track?
CIX Iove!!! ❤❤❤❤❤
the scene where yonghee is crying while writing the note hits me so hard...been there a million times
that part is heart-wrenching
AINT GOT ENOUGH WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS SONG 🥺❤❤❤
This is the first song of CIX i have heard. I actually found them a few days ago on a youtube video with 2 people trying to guess who they were.
And they definitely got me as a fan now.
For the first song i hear from this group be this song is something special. I lost a really close friend i knew since i was 2 year old due taking his own life. It hit me personally the words but the video aswell. I may have cried but gosh they have smashed this. It is beautiful, emotional and a really good song that hits deeply.
so sorry for your lost🥺 hope cix will give you strength and hope🤍
@장미ROSEthank you so much. I really appreciate that 🩵
First kpop music video that made me cry so hard. I really love their concept and everything about this song. This song is very catchy and worth of watching. Fighting !!!
This is haunting beautiful.... new fan here....
~Atiny
❤😍Thank you❤
Wow... 3.5 years after the five CIX story films episodes + five epilogues were released, each of their characters' point of views are slowly being shared to us for us to see & understand each one of them. I can't believe this story began pre-debut and we still have a long way to go but even for many years, I will wait for the entirety of this beautiful story to unravel. This album is so painful but it also feels like being saved. CIX, I hope you know you are touching so many hearts and lives. FIX will always be here for the five of you.
Can you please tell me what's the story about?
@Evaunie Vasquez the story’s about yonghee being bullied in school, it starts with jinyoung’s ‘pov’ with yonghee who took a 96 in a test tried to hurt himself; therefore jinyoung got angry (i think because he cared abt him but showed it in a wrong way) and so he lowkey tells him harshly “is this how you want to d!e?” and angrily goes away. in his epilogue you can see him run away to the rooftop (spoiler) yonghee had jumped and he finds his phone and watch and he cries. then i think there’s yonghe’s pov, he stands on the school’s rooftop crying, he texts a message to his mother saying something that seems like a goodbye message, he then place down the phone and gets up, he stops a few seconds until he jumps. then it connects to seunghun’s pov: he’s a trainee i think or either way he dances and he’s in a studio practicing the song numb, he gets a text from his mother saying that since it’s raining, she was going to pick him up. it goes back to yonghee’s pov where his mother receives his goodbye messages and she tried to call him, seeing that he wasn’t answering she starts the car. seunghun finishes practice and exits the building, there he is a witness of an accident where someone hits a person with their car, there you understand that it was yonghee’s mother who hit seunghun’s mother because he recognize her umbrella, he goes to her and starts crying. in his epilogue he tries to cross the road while it’s raining but it seems like he can’t, probably because he has a trauma (1)
@Evaunie Vasquez the third pov is bx’s, it seems as if he’s in a hideout in school and he’s watching a packet of matches with some numbers written on it. eventually he exists the hideout and sees a scene: there’s some kids in school beating yonghee up, it seems like he wants to intervene but something stops him, probably the fear of being the next victim. so he walks away, but yonghee sees him as he’s being kicked on the floor. in his epilogue we see him burning his school stuffs, probably he’s too ashamed to go to school after hearing that yonghee tried to take his own life, feeling guilty because he didn’t help him.
@Evaunie Vasquez the last pov is hyunsuk’s which is lowkey confusing, he’s sat on a bus stop doing rubik’s cube as he completes it, the bus he’s going to take passes by. his epilogue then starts with him being again sat on the bench of a bus stop, however he doesn’t complete the cube in time and the bus goes away without him. he sighs and checks the next buses screen but it seems as if there wasn’t going to be another one. then he opens a chat which is the one with his dad’s and texts him something, he probably left him. he then gets up and walks away but as he does, an ambulance passes by (it perhaps was the one transporting yonghee). in the epilogue we can also see younghee being transferred on a stretcher, dirty of blood. his heart stops and the doctors try to revive him, the epilogue ends with yonghee’s heart beating again and the script ‘hello, strange place’ on a dark screen.
@Evaunie Vasquez just to clarify, the povs are before yonghee tries to commit the s word while the epilogues are after! i hope i explained well hehe
Out of the hundreds/thousands of people that love this song, I rank number 1. It's so perfect
OMG this is bringing back the 2nd Generation Kpop MV Era Vibe😱😍😍
I can't use words to express how much this song and mv means to me. I've only ever been a casual listener of cix but after watching this I feel so attached to these boys. I love them for doing this so much
Welcome to the fandom!
some parts of the mv can be triggering because of the senitive topic, but this masterpiece indeed has a deep meaning and symbolism in it. Thank you cix for releasing such meaningful song!! I hope everyone of us who are having a hard time can always have this one reason to see each day as worth living for 🤍
This is the first CIX song ive listened to and OH MY GODDDDDDDD 😭
welcome to the fandom
I really don't know much about Cix nor about their music but it is honestly so shocking to see all those emotions packed in a song and a MV. They did so well. The MV really touched me. Save me, Kill me is way too good and being supported with such a powerful MV really makes you think about everything so much deeper and stronger.
Yeah! They all look like an actors. I'm imagining all of them in 1 kdrama😂
Thanks for watching! Hope you can join our fandom!
They are amazing songwriters and make better music than millionaire label groups who make noise music
@i Thank you so much. I already know like more than a handful of their songs but I'll check some more out ♡
They also have story films based on this, Hello Strange Place. To understand this MV better you can check it out. This song also connects to their previous releases Numb. Their discography is based on lores.
I'm not a Fix but I love their discography! Keep dropping them fire tracks you guys are amazing 🤩 FIX FIGHTING!
I was obsessed with CIX for a while (I go from group to group and song to song) but this came up on my recommend and wow this was beautiful, I love the story and how there was no dance, just pure vocals and rap playing over this cinematic masterpiece. But also I’d love to understand the meaning of this? And this is so underrated, why????
Helloooo! Glad you found cix again 🥺The mv is a continuation of their story films from 2019 (Numb era) Just a heads up that the content might be triggering though. They also recently released the next 5 episodes so you can check them out! :)
Hi! As the other FIX said, this MV continues their very first comeback “The Days of Innocence (Numb)”, which did not receive a big support from people in general, CIX only had a win with their debut (in only 7 days) but never again, I guess people lost interest in them because of Numb… idk. They’re under appreciated fr. Perhaps because Kpop and hallyu are supposed to promote the Korean society instead of criticise it. Anyway I really loved them for speaking up about such topics and I couldn’t believe it when I found out they’d come back with this again! They almost had a win again but I wish they could get their 2nd win after 4 years !
Cix deserves to be more popular 😭😭😭😭
씨구야 제발 컴백 빨리 시키자… 저번 공백기가 너무 길었다…
I just found out this group when last night one of their MV popped out on my YT channel. Out of curiosity, i play their MV and end up with me binge their MVs since last night. If i had a chance, I'd love to come to their concert. I think I've become a fan only in one night. Good luck.
They also have a storyfilms based on the MV. You can understand it better if you watch them. The films are called Hello, Strange Place.
welcome!!
Hello. Welcome to fix town. They’re live performances are top tier. I’m praying you can watch one concert of them. Hwaiting!
@K for Korea havent seen it, but i'll try. Thankyou.
@aurora ♡ Thankyou
I didn't know the group well, but after this mv it totally won my heart! Most Kpop groups always have upbeat and danceable songs, but this mv addresses the reality that many want to mask, bullying and the consequences. Congratulations Cix for doing a PERFECT job, for tackling sensitive topics that many groups or companies ignore! I became a fan, I have no words to describe how moved I was watching this mv, never lose that originality, and whenever possible address relevant topics! Today Kpop cannot just be for dancing and having fun, it needs awareness, music that confronts social problems without fear! Congratulations you were perfect!
l recommend you NUMB MV
Truly this is one that sets CIX apart from other groups. The way they tackle the reality of our society nowadays. I’m glad you found CIX. Their music releases since their debut are all MASTERPIECE.
If you like sad songs, I recommend Myname’s Baby, I’m sorry. It’s got a really good story to the mv.
Welcome to the fandom! I hope you'll enjoy their songs as much as I do
Why this song is so gud❤
I waited for them to continue this storyline for ages and finally it's here. they never disappoint! such a painfully beautiful story and song
I can't tell you how many times I've heard this, it's just perfect, and sad at the same time... I felt so bad watching this mv, this is a work of art with sensitive themes. It's surreal, it's beautiful, it's a reality that we should be concerned about and help those who go through it. But in terms of the music and the mv itself, everything is so beautiful, it's incredible how it touches the soul, I don't even have words to describe it... I can't wait for the other perfect songs from cix, as well as all the ones they've already done 🤕 ❤️
THIS. DESERVES. MORE. VIEWS!
This is my favorite song right now and the first song I have ever heard from CIX. Every time I listen I swear I learn something new about this song. It's so good! But I always want to cry while listing to it and scream the lyrics at the top of my lungs lol. This is my sign to start stanning CIX!
No other group is making title tracks like this anymore. CIX is really in a league of their own.
I totally agree. All groups are obsessed with money and make mainstream trash music especially the bg from big 4 labels. But money don't mean quality
@Pokemon1200
alors elle 😂
Theyre really unique. Literally!
Congrats 11M, CIX deserves more
Fightingg
Its impossible for CIX to make a bad song fr ❤
They have over 900K subscribers already 😮 Congrats!
씨아이엑스 노래도 진짜 다 좋고 다 잘생겼고 실력도 좋은데 안 뜨는 게 너무 슬픔
recently I saw their movie star mv and looked them up to see who they were. I am crying, this song is so good. I am officially going to stan them. I can’t wait to listen to more music and learn more about them.
welcome to the fandom!! ♡
Welcome to FIX town... I am a new FIX as well. This MV is connected to their previous release Numb. There are story films based on the MV, "Hello strange place". You should watch them to understand the plot better. It gave me chills
welcome ❤❤
I cannot help but cry to this. This really does hit home for me. I understand every single thing they are trying to say to us. I am so devastated but at the same time, hopeful. The boys, as always, did a great job portraying their own characters. Every aspect is perfect, from the song to the MV and acting, it is amazing. Thank you CIX, for being my light since 2019.
I definitely agree with what you say, I also feel the every single detail in the music video, it's just so beautiful...
They reach us, it's clear and i can't also stop thinking of Moonbin
watched their performance on mucore while i was waiting for skz to go on, this song is so amazing and the mv is so heartbreaking but also so touching. think I'm definitely gonna listen to more of their music
Wow! Thank you! You can explore their other title track and also their bside. It’s hundred percent so good.
From the Title Tracks released from July 23rd, 2019- May 29th, 2023, Save me, Kill me is my best. I don't if it's because it's still new, but the emotions in this song, their vocals and all the parts of the song, I love them all. This song is a 10/10. EXCELLENT QUALITY of music.
Im not a fan i just discovered them this morning thanks to music bank and its the second time im watching this mv and im still crying... its beautiful with their voice but its extremely sad with the mv i think this song convince me to stan them
omg welcome! ❤
Reading comments like this makes me tear up. Welcome to fix town. You’ll not regret it. Explore CIX’s music. I guarantee you they DELIVERED!✨
I’ve recently watched a video about CIX and looked them up to see who they were and wow this group is amazing. this song is so good. Im officially a stan, I can’t wait to listen to more music and learn more about them. ❤❤
welcome to fixtown!!! cix are very easy to love and they have really good songs too! I highly recommend their tracks Rebel, Revival, Cinema, Drown In Luv, Without You, Like It That Way and Switch It up 💖
bystander, what u wanted, change me, bend the rules, bad dream, off my mind are good too!!
Welcome baby FIX!!
Primeira vez ouvindo CIX. Me emocionei com música, mesmo sem entender muito bem o MV. Desejo sucesso pro CIX! Um grupo muito talentoso que merece todo sucesso!
I was so entranced by the music video that I realized I wasn't paying attention to the song, but this song is SOOOOOO good omg
SAME
REAL
Nothing is better than this music 🎶 what a masterpiece 💖 Boys nailed it with amazing mv❤
everytime i watch the MV i just can't put my head on the song, because the storyline is so good it's making me cry. but actually the song is beautiful, means a lot. thank you CIX
CIX releases masterpiece each time they came back.
@EJL can't argue with that. i love their songs!
Cix never fails to amaze me! So far of their songs are bangers.
This song is a masterpiece
I Feel Sorry To People Who Don't Know This Beautiful Masterpiece!
wow this mv is so cinematic it's insane.. i'm sure that people out there can relate to this feeling & concept of the mv; if you're reading this please know that you're loved & that you're not alone. thank you for this masterpiece, cix. :)
heyyy~ i'm new to cix 😅 could you maybe explain the story to me since i dont know the members too well yet so it's a bit hard for me 💞
@tugi ;-; same here, they look so cool! i rly want to stan
@tugi ;-; you can watch their story film and epilogue that were uploaded around 2 years ago i think....? that will explain what's happening in this mv!
@tugi ;-; yonghee is the one who's dying (bullied), you can check cix story line playlists to understand it
@Risa M. okayyy~ tysm i will DEFINITELY check it out!!!
I just discovered CIX. 4 years too late, but gosh am I happy I found them at last!
ByungGon's raps are great, but I think his vocals are even better! I hope there will be more vocal parts in the future!
뮤비에 안무가 안 들어가고 스토리만 나오는 뮤비는 진짜 오랜만인데 애들이 연기를 잘해서 몰입하고 보게 됨 나레이션이 나온 것도 해설이 나온 것도 아닌데 뭔 내용인지 다 이해감 그래서 더 슬픔 약간 배우들만 모아놓은 뮤비 같음 영화 한편 본 것 같이 여운이 남더라,,
진짜 스토리 뮤비 오랜만,, 티비에서 보다가 궁금해서 끝까지 다 봤어여ㅋㅋㅋㅋ cix 노래도 좋고 비주얼도 좋은 그룹이군녀
난내용이 이해못할거같네
Really enjoyed this MV. So many emotions packed in all together and such important topics being addressed. Will look into CIX more. Well done boys 👍🏾
views can be stuck but cix will keep rising ✨
This MV has such a deep meaning to it .. CIX were able to play their roles perfectly they such good actors ! They literally left me speechless
llore, son muy talentosos, espero que sigan avanzando y se hagan mas conocidos.
saw them performing this song on music shows while i was waiting for piwon to perform, they were so good i just had to check out this song
OMGGGG THEY ARE SOOO GOOD!!! THIS SONG IS LITERALLY BEYOND AMAZING AND THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD AS WELL!!! I'M GONNA STAN!!!
CIX will always be that kind of group for me that I can feel all of the sadness I have in my life and I'm loving it. I really am. Keep going my dear CIX.
I’m praying that this song and mv will blow in the following days. This deserved to be known.
I’ve been listening to this non stop. The acting the whole story is extremely touching. The story itself is really tough for me, as someone that got bullied at school every day for almost 4 years and because of it I had to deal with depression and anxiety by myself cuz I didn’t wanted to worry my family. All the cries alone, the loud ones but especially the silent ones were so painful. Hoping for someone to come and take my hand, comfort me or anything…but being scared of every person that approached me cuz I thought that they were going to hurt me or make fun of me, so I was scared of taking about it, that at that point I wasn’t surprised that no one was “there for me”. Always feeling guilty because I thought it was my fault if I was being bullied...having the worst thoughts every time, on how it would’ve been much better to not wake up in the morning the next day. For almost 4 years every night I wished for an eternal sleep…a few years ago I talked of everything with a close friend of mine, and for the first time I didn’t get scared or worried to talk about it. Then I decided to talk about it to my mom and professionals as well. They all told me that any of that was my fault and that I didn’t have to be scared of talking about it…at the end It felt good…or I would better say that it felt like I was finally breathing fine, that I was taking a deep breath of fresh air after a long time.
It’s really difficult not getting emotional while watching this video…and actually I can’t watch any of their latest contents without heavily crying…
Please if you are struggling with depression or any other mental health issues please please tell someone. Please ask for help. Tell your story, your situation and how you are feeling, don’t keep it to yourself. Your life is worth more than anything else, and you should take care of it because if you don’t do it yourself no one is gonna do it for you…
sending hugs for you! you've been doing great and i'm so relieved to know that you managed to overcome the difficult times and striving so far. thank you for not giving up and reaching out for a help! 🖤
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i have never listened to CIX before, but i'm a multi-stan always with room for one more, and this MV and beautiful song has drawn me in! i have that feeling, unmistakable, when i find a group that really touches my heart
Watch cix - revival. Its one of the best songs ever.
@Dembouz Malcom thanks, i will!
@Dembouz Malcom wow it was so beautiful!! i'll have to listen to a whole playlist now
Been a fan of CIX for quite awhile they always do such great work, I think the mv is able to clearly illustrate the emotional and impactful feeling of this song and does an amazing job as such. ❤🩹